yepp. it's me, back again with a lotta stories in hand. hahaha

do you know, what friendship forever stands for?
it doesn't mean that u have to stay beside your friend forever.
it's not always about something exciting.
it has some sides.

it's about something we got preciously in just a pick.
happy and sad, become one in a piece of friendship.
and it means that,
we share it together,
in any conditions we hold on as one. and won't be separated by something unimportant.

it's not about
Oh YEAHH, they're MY BESTFRIENDs. but then, you left them because they got some terrible problems, and you didn't want to take any risks by being close to them.
and u just used them to get whatcha want, then threw them suddenly.
oh it' sucks. and i dun want it would happen to me.


and i feel it, just now.
i dunno, how long it has been take for just knowing who are my real FRIENDS.
and i got it, yes i got it.

you know, once again. i'm honestly say something to another.
well,
THEY ARE MY REAL FRIENDS.
STEPHANIE
INDIRA
DEVINA
and another cute girl from SMANELA, WITA.

you know,
i just can't get what happened to me.
i got a big egoism, hell yeah. some of you knew it.
but, i have huge patient also.

but (there's a but :D)
if something made me out of the line, it'll be disaster (o yeahhh??!)

the something is...
my other (above are exception)friends used me, underestimated me.
and compare me to another PERFECT PERSON,
and i just "well, this is your way. well, ok. way too cruel"

and you know, i would be willing to make you feel more than what i''ve felt.
sucha sh*t, i abused inside.

so please just be honest about what do ya want from me.
please realize, realize, i'm human, as weak as you!